Thursday, September 23, 2010

The Very Beginning

September 22, 2010:  I ordered P90X today.  Mainly, I just feel terrible about myself.  I have no energy- EVER.  I’m really overweight and I have no will power.  So, I’m looking forward to getting started.  Hopefully, I will be able to wake up in the mornings and get with it.  I’m going to try hard not to tell Matthew, my boyfriend, because I feel like he won’t support me. Well, he’ll say he supports me, but he won’t think I can do it.  Well, I CAN do it!!  I hate feeling uncomfortable.  I wear a t shirt every day because I don’t feel like I look good in “cute” clothes. I’m just tired of feeling like this!  Anyways, I’m going to try to post daily about my experience- my thoughts, feelings, etc.  Now, all I have to do is wait about 10 days for it to get here!  I’m excited!!!

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